Im hard to love

I'll be honest, I'm hard to love. I am a little needy... okay a lot needy. I just like knowing that someone's always there. I push away people though. I try to run when things are going good. I guess that doesn't make since, me wanting someone to be there but pushing them away? Well that's me...I heard the song "Hard to Love" by Lee Brice on the radio and adopted it as my theme song. I have a wonderful boyfriend that loves me to pieces. In the beginning I pushed him away and wanted to break up  because I said the distance was to much. In all reality I was scared because I was a freshman in college. Than we went through a rough patch but now we are stronger than we ever have been. I have became so close to his family and love the guy to death! So now when I hear the song I still think of myself but I've found someone to love me!